Thursday, July 31, 2008

Karen's Meme

1. How did you die? I'd rather not say

2. How long have you been gone? 2 years

3. Death age/true age? 16/18

4. What do you miss most about being alive? Sensation and unconditional love. I also wish my sister Caitlyn had been born when I was still alive so that I'd know what it really felt like to hold her.

5. What, if anything, is cool about being a zombie? Don't have to sleep, don't have to diet.

6. How did your family react to you coming back? They didn't kick me out, which is something. I think they were more hurt about the way I died than me coming back.
My father seems to be "coming around" a bit more than Mom and treats me as though I were human. Almost.
Caitlyn was born about nine months after I died. I suppose that is a reaction, of sorts!

7. Most humiliating moment as a zombie? See above. Also I have to live in the basement even though there is an extra bedroom upstairs. Oh well, at least the basement is furnished!

8. Visible signs of zombiism? My skeery skeery eyes, which I'm told look like diamonds, and my pale skin and bleach blonde hair.

9. Goals/ambition? To live--really live--again!

10. "If I were alive today, I would..." Not do what I did.

62 comments:

Glory_Dazed said...

That's really sad.

...But the optomism is good, yes?

Nat said...

Wow...that must have been...so...devastating for her. I can't imagine, and having a sister born right after her death...so sad. I wonder how she died...it must have been really bad :( poor Karen. At least she's optomistic like glory_dazed said.

Lots of Love to Karen,
Nat

Erinn said...

Poor karen... i wonder how she died.. =/


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Sara said...

wow. Karen must have a miserable life, i mean death (srry).

saramuffins said...

the way u died was very sad.....i couldnt see u doin it......u must hav been upset.....very upset..

Jiliana said...

Karen,
Its sad how you died but im so glad you got a second chance at life. Im not evn going to call it "life" with the quotations becuase karen, i truly beleive you are one of the most alive people ive seen!
And Tommy I like that your getting more people to do the memes! It helps us zombies and trad. people to bond and lear more about eachother!

Jacy said...

the way Karen died was very sad. I felt so bad for her when I found out. At least she trying to live...like you, Tommy.

~Jacy

Paris said...

Awwww! Poor Karen!!! Tommy, tell Karen we all love her and hope things get better for her!!
-Paris

SamW said...

that is really sad...karen you are amazing being able to cope with all that...at least shes happy now

SamW said...

poor karen its amazing she could cope with her sister being born after she died...but she is one of the most lively zombies right?

Anonymous said...

wow. what i wonder is, what will her sister think when she grows up?

Phoebe said...

Hey, everybody!
Just to let everyone know, Karen's little sister is ADORABLE! I just saw her for the first time the other day....so cute. Kudos to everyone for their awesome comments...seems like Karen really appreciates them.

-Phoebe <3

Kassie Cunningham said...

Well at least a basement is better then No house?
and The sister part. I have a little sister. I don't think I could live with out being able to hold her. I think thats probly the most saddest part of being dead. But I guess I couldn't say for sure.

Shelby said...

Wow, missing a sisters birth. I'm always curious to know how people died. But I understand how she'd rather not say. I enjoy these Memes. Gives you a better look at how it is everyone or how it was. She was lucky that she wasn't kicked out though, that's a good sign. Karen is just lucky to have another chance at life, unlike a friend of mine. *gets a bit teary eyed* Karen, you don't realize how lucky you really are! Lots of love from moi(Shelby!)
Stay optomistic!

{Shelby}

Drea said...

Oh my gosh, this just makes me super sad! May my love for Karen suffice! It may not be enough solace, but I try. I bet Caitlyn is adorable. :D Even though I think the basement is unfair, at least you do have a home.

~FrozenInsomniac

Sarah said...

karen, at least your parents didn't ditch you, and you have a home! You are more lucky than, say, Colette. And the way you died must have been absolutly devastating for your parents!

Minerva Rose said...

Gahh! Karen sounds so pretty! O_O

Minerva Rose said...

But It's so tragic. o-o

At least she got to know her sister, right?

Anonymous said...

minerva rose,

she didn't get to meet her sister becauseshe died nine months before her little sister was born.

Anonymous said...

she can't actually hold her now but she got to see her after she came baqck to life!

Anonymous said...

mirvana rose is right she does sound pretty!

Anonymous said...

karen come on you can tell me how you died!!!! PPPPPPEEEEEZZZZZZZ!!:]

avery said...

this website wuz on da back of my breakin dawn rist band that says "generation dead" wat does this have 2 do with da twilight series?

erinn said...

Awh poor karen.. =( she's my fave out of all the zombies.

Shelby said...

Sorry to comment again but I really just felt the need to say this even if it's totally random. At the midnight release party for Breaking Dawn(awesome book, part of an awesome series), I got a Generation Dead bracelet! I've been wearing it everyday since I got it.

{Shelby}

Anonymous said...

Karen. im so sorry. i feel so sorry for you and your little sister. I have a little brother. he'll be two in a month. If anything ever happened to him, i don't know wat id do! i love him to de-.. um...nvm. but i still love him.

Taylin said...

I wish I knew how Karen died. It must have been awful if she doesn't want to share it. Plus if her parents are okay will her being a zombie, then why would they make her sleep in the basement? I mean seriously, that sucks. But I agree with glory_dazed. Good for her about being optonmistic.

Anonymous said...

This book is really amazing

Lex Cullen said...

I just heart Karen. Hurray for optomism!
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Anonymous said...

Lstn.
Itz REALLY stupid to shun zombies. They're people, too.
Karen, Tommy, Collette, Tayshawn, and every other person that died, YOU'RE AWESOME!!!!



~~~GMOI~~~

Anonymous said...

Aw. Poor Karen! It's so sad how you died...It gave me chills just thinking about it.

I <3 you Karen!

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taylin said...

hey tommy, no offense, but when is your next post coming?? im so interested. maybe you can tell us how karen died... thats if karen's okay with you saying what happened. im looking forward to the next post!!

Tommy Williams said...

Karen asked me to post the following reply to all your posts:

"Aw, what a bunch of sweeties. I feel warm all over. Kiss, kiss."

After saying "Kiss, kiss," she kissed each of my cheeks, like we were friends meeting in some Paris cafe. She was being goofy--but I think your posts actually meant a lot to her. Thanks.

T.

SweetxXInsanity said...

I love you Karen! You are amazing. I would love to hang out with you. That would be soooo fun!

CherryTop said...

Well this is my first comment and well I loved the book i just finished it right now! lol! I loved it may i say again.

Karen,
I would never wish on my worst enemy not 2 hold ur sister! i love my sistersand i wish u could hav held her! ifeel 4 u



Abbey(CheeryTop)

Phoebe( no lie my real name) said...

Thats so sad... and makes me wonder about her sister being born 9 MONTHS after she died.

Anonymous said...

I think Karen is a strong person in body and mind. I know how she died, and i think that she's very strong to accept the thought that she has another chance at life and that she's going to make the best of it.

good luck Karen

Remember that even though you are dead you still have the chance to be as alive as you want.

Karen DeSonne said...

Sweetxxinsanity, you are such a sweetie, it's insane! ((Big Hugs()

Karen <3

Karen DeSonne said...

Thank you, Cherrytop, and thank you Phoebe who would never lie about her real name!

Karen <3

Anonymous said...

AWWW Karen! I'm so sorry, but atleast your family still loves you...optimisim is so truely key!

i <3 u Karen

<3 nightly panic

sweetsaraheart10 said...

aww well at least you got another chance karen! =D

Anonymous said...

Karen I know how you died. But your secret is safe with me. Plz keep hope for all the other differently biotic people out there. SweetPea

Anonymous said...

Karen I know how you died. But your secret is safe with me. Plz keep hope for all the other differently biotic people out there. SweetPea

pinkytheghost said...

hey girl i lov u sooo much....my bf just broke up with me im gonna...die...like ...u did!!! i just hope i dont cum back!! wish me luck babe! =^.^=

Karen DeSonne said...

Aw, sweetie, don't think like that! Where there's life, there's hope. Keep your head up!

Hearts,
Karen

Rosalie Hale said...

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Anonymous said...

Karen, I am sorry, I was eavesdropping when you told Phoebe and Margi what happened. But there are those of us you are behind you. Keep up the good fight.

emma ;/ said...

awww.karen, noy trin' 2 b mean but i reallyreallyreally want 2 know how u died;i wont laugh or pitty or anythin' i just hate secrets

Anonymous said...

Hey Karen! I want you to know, I send my love to all of the kids at the Jaunted house an all of your friends-Even Tak! <3
I remember how you died... it just broke my heart!!!
It confused me why you did such a thing to die! But I'm glad you came back ^^ It was very sweet tp tell Adam to tell Pheebs that he loved her! it was a shame that he never got to tell her!
Love ya Karen!
Misty

Samantha said...

I wish Karen would share with us why she killed herself and if she was a totaly differnt person before she died or if she was the same(I mean like, look on life, personality, things like that.)

Anonymous said...

aww the part how she wants to be able to feel her baby sister is just sad:(

April said...

I know this girl named Karen who acts and looks like Karen, the zombie. I doubt she's a zombie though. Something tells me I would know, but she seriously acts like Karen.

Anonymous said...

Karen-I love you and every other "Living Impaired."tell your little sis and all the other zombies a special friend love each and every one. Love all,The New Zombie Annalynn

OceanEyes said...

I'm so sorry to... hear about... your sister. I know... how it feels... to be treated... differently... by your parents. I've only been... back for... 4 months and... my parents are... coming around. Good... luck!
xoxo

Anonymous said...

that...is just so sad. but...at least your parents accepted...your coming back. after i...came back, my parents wouldn't let....me near the house. i'm staying with...a friend. my brother is nine and....he used to write to me...every day. but then...my parents caught him...writing to me. they said if...he missed me...so much, that...he should go live with me. so...not only did they disown....me, they disowned...my brother...as well

faye_21 said...

Karen,
I'm so proud of how you've matured ever since you've died. And I'm glad to know you regret doing what you've done. However, even though I know you don't want to say, I hope to know what made you do such a thing. But of course, it would be the least of my intentions to pry :) More power to you :D

Shyanne said...

Karen, you are amazing.. and from what i read you are quite the looker too. You flippin awesome, you and Tommy are role models for me. Karen i know that that time must have been difficult for you but its good for you to be open about it and converse with others. I love you Karen, and i love what you represent. You and Tommy represent.. life. Much love Karen, much love<3.

goth101 said...

Well Karen..I know how you feel on the how you died part. I'm really sorry about everything you've been though. My love is sent to you, and to everyone.

Shelbs said...

I know how you feel Karen. I've thought about how you died at times and I thought about doing it at times. I wish I had your strength. But I'm happy for you!
I love you! You're my role model!

~Shelby~

Anonymous said...

Karen, you are alive. Or at least to me, we love you sweety and always will. I'm completly strait and I think I'm in love with you. But I also happen to be in love with that demon friend of mine, who happens to be reading over my shoulder, ohh well. Just know that we love you, no matter what you did (and yes I know what you did) and please tell Nikkie hello for me.

Love you Karen,
KayKat